And.... breathe.


Candor viribus alas dat.

This phrase is my family moto, and i try to live my life by it. It is integral to my humanity. I am James A. Hoggarth. I'm going to get this tattoo across my arm, either in the next few weeks, or in the summer. One of them. This phrase is my all, my everything, and it is the one thing keeping me above ground.

I opened my soul to one of my best friends the other day, he opened his to me as well. We are now closer, more interconnected, together in our minds. I thank you Andrew. You are a good friend, and when the world comes to an end, and the apocolyse takes the lives of the week, i will be proud to stand next to you and fight off the on coming hordes of darkness.

I am James A. Hoggarth.

breathe.


I am working for my A2's. They are driving me insane, i keep seeing things, in my periferals. They are there. Spiders, insects, things i fear, things that i don't understand. Gods help me.
I am very much undecided about my religious beliefs, Islam draws me, it calls to me, the voices tell me to go to it. But then so do the gods of old, the roman Gods, the ancient one's.

breathe.

I am torn, my heart is torn, my head is torn, i can't decide, think with the head, or the heart, i thought with my heart the other day, and im now lost. Lost beyond belief. She thought with her head, because the other options were her's. She doesn't read this. She refused, she doesn't want to see me like this. Lost, unwell, tired. The usual stuff.

Neway,

I love you all,
more soon

Song of the day: On my own - Saosin
Quote of the day: 'Candor viribus alas dat' - Anon