I fucking hate my family

By that i mean i hate my mother and my sister.....

Worlds biggest bitches. And if you think im kidding, im not. Honestly, me and my family, we just dont get on. Im currently not talking to either of my family. Mainly because i hate them both. And because they are pedantic, and right wing, and they think they're always right. They always have to have the last word. Always. And they look for the tinniest thing to start an argument. And im not even going to start talking about the negativity of the harpees. They never know what the want, unless it involves either mine or my dads suffering, but they always know what they don't want. Its just so fucking annoying and makes you want to cut your teeth out with a knife.

Fuck i hate my family.

I must confess, the amount of these i do is going to be limited over the next few months for 2 reasons. 1, well its exam season and 2, i no longer have internet in my room. Therefore i have to sit somewhere in the house where bitch 1 and/or bitch 2 will try and either take my stuff, or read it over my shoulder. Its pathetic, and unappreciated.

Liverpool vs. Lille tonight.


Liverpool have to win, they just have to. I love my team, i do. We just have to win.

Question, have any of you ever fallen for someone, increased your friendship, try to get with them, make them better friends, try some more, hold them when their sad, make them feel loved, and then be crushed by them. This happened to me last term. At 2100 hours, on 03.01.10 my heart was destroyed. I swore never to talk to her again, ever. But i now find her one of my best friends, we talk every night, we laugh, we go out for coffee, we look out for one another, we compliment each other more, we talk more.... and i think i've fallen for her again. But i don't know what to do. Its almost the easter holidays, and i won't see her for ages, and its gonna be shit. I pray i don't make the mistakes i made at half term. To all the guys out there, or any girls looking, never poor your heart out over an email, its worthless, only do it infront of the person. You will gain so much more respect from them. So much more.

I'd like to give a shout out to my best friend George, who has been left by the love of his life, Lottie, for his own good, as he has exams. I love you man, and we'll get through this. You helped me with the above girl, i'll help you with Lottie. Your the best man. xxxx

i love you all, (but especially you George)

Jx

Song of the day: Dusk Til Dawn - Ctrl Z, Screwface and stereo:Type
Quote of the day: 'bitches be crazy' - Philip de Franco