You know, i think i have no life.

its a saturday night, i'm at home, babysitting my workaholic little sister who hasn't stopped since she got in because thats just her. I need another beer.

Look, i opened up to the person i like today, not to her face, as i have before, but subtly. By way of a birthday card that i recycled from a valentine's card, with the same message, i'm like this. I'm a bit of a douchebag like that. But i do silly things when i'm a little bit crazy for someone and have been forever.

I need ice cream.

I need more beer, and some chips, and some more stuff.

I can't be bothered to work. And a woman. God i hate being like this.
Lottie, when you read this, can you do me a favour please, could you go to her room and check if there is any white chocolate on her desk or rappers in her bin, then please get back to me. It would be good for me to know. i know you know who i'm talking about. Thank you, i will take you out on tuesday for coffee and walk and listen to you talk about your life and then hug you and kiss it better, because i'm good like that. And if it wasn't obvious before, i mean the white rabbit, i hope that narrows it down. Please god say it does.

Thank you.

I fucking hate being me.

Neway, m going to get some beer and more chips.

I love you all

Jx

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