I need a friends support,

look, i'm a fool, i'm a big, big fool.
But still, what can i do?

You see, if you've read some of my other entries, you may realise that i have mentioned one girl and not mentioned her name. Well, i have, but very subtly.
Very, very subtly.

But i want her. I want her so badly. Like Menelaus wanted Helen of Sparta. Like i want Rome. I'm physically lost for words by home much see means to me. It is stupid. I shouldn't, she's hurt me before, and i have exams but fuck it. I'd sacrifice my soul for her. I want nothing more than her. I would die for her. I would kill for her. Honestly.

But i am Hector, and i should have found my woman by now. But i haven't. And i would love it she would be mine. My Andromache.

Argh, what the fuck is wrong with me.

ei mihi.
quid patior?
Cupid, deus mei, aut desinete me aut proficite me
Candor viribus alas dat
sum James, filius Roystoni
rex Scoti designo
sed quid mihi est?

I'm talking to her on facebook chat. Fuck help me.

Fuck, facebook is being a wanker, as per usual

Neway,

I love you all

Jx

Song of the day: Hurricane - 30 seconds to Mars
Quote of the day - 'Tell me, would you kill to save a life?' - Jared Leto