Would i get expelled if i beat up a teacher?

You may be wondering why that is my title. If not, then its understandable, we all have opinions. But basically, one of maths teachers humiliated me in front of my classmates yesterday, i was truly destroyed. Then he made me wait behind after class so the bastard could have a go at me some more. You may still be wondering why that is my title. Basically, i haven't hit him yet. But i'm gonna if he does it again. I'm taller, stronger, faster, and more angry than him, even if he is a scouser. I'm a strong believer that humans learn nothing from humiliation. We can see this in the way that Theseus humiliated the half way man, Procrustes by racking him and cutting off his feet. Admittedly Procrustes deserved this, due to the fact he was a perfectionist to the extreme. But did Theseus learn anything from this? No, he didn't. That is the main reason for why i'm so pissed at the bastard. No one treats me or my friends like that and gets away with that. No-one.

But in other news, i've had to stop doing my music, which was probably the only thing keeping me sane because my grades are freefalling. I spend too much time working. Literally all my time is spent working. I skipped 11 out of 21 meals last week to either catch up on sleep or work. I just don't have time to eat. My work rate has shot up but my grades continue to free fall. Its just not good. And with exams only 3 months away i'm fucking bricking myself. And one of my parents is being very unsupportive of my musical drop, mainly because she thinks its because i'm a lay about and don't do any work. She can go fuck herself. I'm doing 2 more a levels than she did, and harder one's at that. Oh well, at least next year there are only 6 hours of lectures a week for me. That will be so unbelievably good. I want to pick up Italian. And move to Rome, where i will undoubtly be stabbed for not being an Azurri, or a Lazian.

My bowing out of music at school is on Thursday where i'm hopefully playing my bass one last time. Am hoping to play an acoustic version of +44's Lycanthrope with just the bass and singing just to see what happens. The song was written by a bassist for a lead bass and two backing guitars, therefore it kind of works. Its also a good excuse to get pissed and impress women with my musical skills. Well, the one's who don't think i'm a self-righteous prick anyway.

This blog is a little unexpected. Its a bit of a spur of the moment jobby due to the fact that my good friend Hatty made me her facebook profile status. I will return the favour at some point! Have you as my status, or buy you a pint or something. x

Today did have some good moments though. I made friends again with my ex-girlfriend, which was nice considering she wasted about 40 quids credit sending texts to me and my friends saying what a twat i am, how shite i am in bed, how i used to cry all the time, how i confessed to being gay and having a boyfriend, and how i was a twat. I will admit, i'm a real dickhead. A true arsehole amongst men, but the rest was uncalled for. Almost as bad as my old MSN sending messages to my friends about my erectile problems and how i have to use only the best viagra. I was 11 when my MSN got that virus. And no, i don't have erectile problems.

Still.

Its been a hardcore day, evensong and shit. Did have me a few redbulls though, which i can highly recommend. It goes with absolutely anything, and tastes wonderful. It is truly amazing.

Anyway,

I love you all

Jx

Song of the day: Slit wrist theory - 36 Crazyfists
Quote of the day: 'Anger cannot be dishonest' - Marcus Aurelius