Right.

Basically, today was a bit crap. The choir i'm in, (yes, i know, i'm in a choir, bloody hell, how can i be angry when i'm so angelic.... maybe because of the fact that i'm not a christian, and i hate choral music), has got through to the finals of the choir of the year competition again for the 3rd year running. We've lost the last two times. We are not going to win. Last year we were told we were the better choir and we still didn't win. The reason for this:

the main prize is a grand of musical equipment. Giving this to a private school would be wrong. If i'm being honest, thats total bollocks. If you're going to be unbiased, and fair, then at least follow your own fucking rules you self-righteous bastards. Howard Goodall, your a twat, and i wish you'd take your head out your own arse.

The other thing i dislike about this choir, is that my choir master is a boot licking arsehole. Men should stand up for themselves. We are the dominant forces on this earth. I apologize to my female readers, but its true. You have the brains, and have more rights, and the world would be better if it was run by you, but i'm still a 6 foot 2 inch white guy who would fight to save his own life, and has shed his own blood to stop people hurting my friends. Back to the arselicker. Basically, he invited Howard Goodall to our school, wined and dined him, and let him stay out his house, and asked him to do a talk about music. Now Goodall is a great musician, but im into fair play where ever possible. And that isn't fair play. And therefore its should be discounted.

To be honest, i should probably write these blogs whilst not listening to people like Geto Boys or Roy Jones, they just physk me up to a state where i'm ready just to hurt people. Next time you or your brothers have rugby, get them to listen to Roy Jones - Can't be touched, or possibly some here comes the boom by someone, either Nelly or R. Kelly, i don't know. Don't care. They do the same thing, just get you ready for a fight, for smacking your shoulder into the fleshy area above someone's groin and below their ribs, or the connection as you pick someone up, and drive their back into the ground, and hearing the air leave their lungs as the air leaves their lungs. I like rugby, its a good sport.
And of course, nothing beats shattering one of your knuckles when your hand connects with either someone's eye region, or jaw area.
I'm a big boy who likes fighting. And i will fight anyone, bigger or smaller, older or younger. But never women. As Hatty knows from the time she 'accidentally' kicked me in the face and i didn't retaliate. Some said progress, others said chivalry. The later were correct.

Chivalry plays a key part in my life. I'm a mediaeval historian, i'm doing history next year at uni, and i like to think that chivalry is one of my fortes. It is something i try and live by. I'm a barbarian. Thats why i'm so angry. The anger flows through my blood. And no doubt there'll be jail time, i've been kicked out clubs before, i've been sent off before. I have anger issues. And thats why i'm a barbari. The tattoos i plan to get are mainly of barbarian descent. The plan is:

An eagle across my shoulder blades, black, with the wings spread, like the eagle ontop of the Roman aquila. AS well as that, the assassins logo on my upper left arm, the liverpool FC logo on my right peck A dagger entangled with a rose on my left thigh. A celtic bracelet on my right wrist. A sleeve on my right arm, of either a tree root, or a celtic design around it. My fmaily moto on my left forearm, the word Caesaris on my left wrist. The latin words 'veritas' and 'aequitas' tattooed on my arms. My wifes name tattooed over my heart. Any bullet wounds i'll get the date received tattooed on the wound.

I like tattoos, i think body art is the best type of art. My parents say it is a lower class thing to do. This is because they are upper class conservatives. I'm more liberal. If anything, i'd say i prefer to communism to democracy. Communism has great merits, especially in poor or over populated countries. This is why china is a great communist country. And if India became a communist state, then communism would take over the world. Because when the red army marches through Europe and African, and America is left on its own, we will see how useless the americans are.

Anyway, i'm slightly less angry now, just tired. Time for my daily push ups and sit ups. 20 a day, makes you a fit piece of ass, or so they say.

Love you all

Jx

Song of the day: bleed and blister - .moneen.
Quote of the day: The world needs anger. The world often continues to allow evil because it isn't angry enough - Bede Jarrett