3 days to go.

Well i'm leaving home in 3 days.
Shit.

Well this is weird. I didn't think i'd actually be nervous, but i'm bricking myself. The longest i've been away from my family before is 8 days. I think i'm going to see them either at rugby school leave out, which is in 10ish days, or i'll be seeing them the week after that. My dad has just got a new job in Birmingham so i'll be able to see him which will be nice. I've gone and got all my stuff, new clothes, new pots and pans, new bedding. Fun. But i'm still fucking nervous. I watched a programme lastnight about kids that go to boarding school at 8 and i'm thinking that if they can do it, so can i. I know that i'm now in the majority. None of the people going will have lived away from home before. But i think perhaps if i'd boarded in the 6th form, or done some weekly boarding, but of course rugby didn't do it. I think they should. But thats just me.

I'm still really really nervous. I met a load of my flat mates today which was good. Theres me, another guy and 2 girls. I'm not sure about anyone else, i think its a 5 person flat so there should be one more person. I've bought a load of food, i still need a kettle. I hope someone brings a kettle, and a toaster. And maybe a TV. I'll miss 300 on sunday night. And probably the inbetweeners on monday.

Still, it'll be fine. I hope. If anyone wants to give me some tips on boarding i'd be really happy. Please.

Anyway, i'm going to go and get my back and legs destroyed tomorrow my a masseure. God help me.

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